Another Last Day

I'm on the last day of my communication coaching. It's been quite an education for me. Everyone else has been telling me that I'll do a great job and that it's pretty easy, but for someone who has never even aspired to be in a supervisory position - it's another thing entirely.

Sure, I love criticizing people. But I was never in a position that I could actually make or break their source of livelihood. I mean, with one recommendation I could set into motion something that would change someone's life. I also know that even before this position, I've already been doing that since somehow we're all interconnected and all that, but believe me, when we talk about jobs - that's different.

I'm not making paimportante or anything like that. I guess I'm just nervous. I don't feel as if I have the maturity to be handling anyone else aside from myself. But I have to grow up and this is part of growing up.

Someone once said that courage is not the absence of fear, but confronting that self-same fear.

(Sigh) Wish me luck. I'm absolutely going to need it.